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I'm not dead, I swear
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That's right y'all: I'm back.
kind of.
So it's been around five years (seven months actually) since I last updated - well, my journal at least.
And that journal is highly outdated, as I - in fact - never actually ended up going to Oz-Con anyhey (sick mothers=No conventions).
But, seeming I have finally thought I should check this site that I have not been going on recently, I have come to the conclusion to make a come-back, of sorts (or at least how "back" I can actually be, seeming my school work is immensely high at the moment) and therefore, I thought I should, well, let you know I guess.
(I'm sure no one actually gave two shits as to whether I was gone or not, seeming I wasn't really updating anyway, but even so, I'm here so you can notice me now)
I'm going to make an attempt to actually update for once (I know, incredible, right?) but I'm having a bit of artist-trouble (basically writers block but like, art block? I guess?) so don't be expecting any immediate improvements.
Now: let's talk conventions-
So at the current moment nothing has been confirmed when it comes to cons, and my parents have never really been excited about me going to lot's of them, however, I am planning (I've conversed with my mother) on ACTUALLY going to Oz-Con this year (finally, goddamn). I will hopefully still be going as Fem!Joker but again, nothing has been confirmed. Also, possibly my friend and I may be making an appearance at either Supanova or SMASH! but yet again, no confirmations as she may be going on exchange in the time that those cons/expo's will be on.
Cosplays:
oh dear god where do I start.
So cosplay's may be difficult this year, and as per usual, probably no more than one will come out of the works. However, I'm hoping maybe I can find a way to make/buy more.
I'll make a short list of my ideas and plans so far - even if they won't happen this year:
- I'm planning on buying a new Ciel cosplay - the first is a bit outdated and honestly was not as nice as I was hoping. I mean, it is a beautiful costume but being the short-arse I am (5,3") It just looks kind of baggy on me. I'm hoping for a simpler one this time.
- The Fem!Joker cosplay is the one I'm rooting for this year, but It may not be possible due to money troubles, seeming I would need to get my outfit tailor made, and that takes a lot of planning, time, and especially money. But, I have a lot of ideas for it, and am very excited to hopefully see it through.
- Kaneki Ken: Oh my gosh, I got into Tokyo Ghoul, and I'm in love. I really want to cosplay Kaneki (I mean cmon, look at that badass mask) and seeming it's a simple cosplay, I might actually be able to do it - so I'm VERY excited about that. (note: I'm planning on cosplaying both waiter Kaneki, and ghoul Kaneki, but both are quite simple, so I should be fine.)
- Alois Trancy: I recently realised that I want to cosplay Alois as well as Ciel, but I can be sure that won't happen any time soon.
- Jinx (from LoL): So, although I don't yet play LoL (I know, shoosh.) a good friend of mine does, and we have been talking about cosplaying a few of the characters for quite a while now. A few months ago, she invited me to go to a gaming expo towards the end of this year, and with a love of games and hanging with my friends, how could I pass it up? (note: again still not confirmed, gosh parents are party poopers.). At first I wanted to cosplay Ashe (I was attracted by the bow and arrow, what can I say? I just love archery) and although I still would like to, I have recently fallen in love with Jinx, and decided that I must. However, the outfit is very.. um… small. And I'm not quite sure how comfortable I am with that, but I have until October or so to decide.
Seriously, there are so many other ideas in this head of mine right now, but those are just the main ones.
Art:
Art isn't going terribly well. Drawing with my tablet kind of stopped for a while and now it's getting a little difficult and frustrating getting used to it again. Oh and let's take a moment to mention how ridiculously hard I'm finding it to paint skin. Holy moly. Drawing by hand with pen on paper is still relatively fine, and I have done some sketches (and an actual - *cough* unfinished *cough* - painting.) that are quite nice and may make their way here. Maybe not though, I'm not completely sure yet.
Well that's really all I can think of updating you on, and If you actually just read through all of that by your own accord then I can congratulate you because God knows why you would want to read that bullshit.
Actually, speaking of bullshit, I changed my Tumblr URL: It's now b-ullshxt.tumblr.com, but I'll also put that at the end of my journals, as that's a thing I do now.
So yes, again if you read all that, congrats, and If there's any questions (there probably won't be, but why not drop this is here) feel free to leave a comment, and I shall hope to see/hear from you all soon.
Also: Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Valentines day and happy what ever other shit I missed - I hope you enjoyed yourselves.
Talk soon
- Jaz
STALK ME (dear god, not literally, but check me out):
Tumblr: b-ullshxt.tumblr.com
Instagram: b_ullshxt
Snapchat: mykeilamassacre
kind of.
So it's been around five years (seven months actually) since I last updated - well, my journal at least.
And that journal is highly outdated, as I - in fact - never actually ended up going to Oz-Con anyhey (sick mothers=No conventions).
But, seeming I have finally thought I should check this site that I have not been going on recently, I have come to the conclusion to make a come-back, of sorts (or at least how "back" I can actually be, seeming my school work is immensely high at the moment) and therefore, I thought I should, well, let you know I guess.
(I'm sure no one actually gave two shits as to whether I was gone or not, seeming I wasn't really updating anyway, but even so, I'm here so you can notice me now)
I'm going to make an attempt to actually update for once (I know, incredible, right?) but I'm having a bit of artist-trouble (basically writers block but like, art block? I guess?) so don't be expecting any immediate improvements.
Now: let's talk conventions-
So at the current moment nothing has been confirmed when it comes to cons, and my parents have never really been excited about me going to lot's of them, however, I am planning (I've conversed with my mother) on ACTUALLY going to Oz-Con this year (finally, goddamn). I will hopefully still be going as Fem!Joker but again, nothing has been confirmed. Also, possibly my friend and I may be making an appearance at either Supanova or SMASH! but yet again, no confirmations as she may be going on exchange in the time that those cons/expo's will be on.
Cosplays:
oh dear god where do I start.
So cosplay's may be difficult this year, and as per usual, probably no more than one will come out of the works. However, I'm hoping maybe I can find a way to make/buy more.
I'll make a short list of my ideas and plans so far - even if they won't happen this year:
- I'm planning on buying a new Ciel cosplay - the first is a bit outdated and honestly was not as nice as I was hoping. I mean, it is a beautiful costume but being the short-arse I am (5,3") It just looks kind of baggy on me. I'm hoping for a simpler one this time.
- The Fem!Joker cosplay is the one I'm rooting for this year, but It may not be possible due to money troubles, seeming I would need to get my outfit tailor made, and that takes a lot of planning, time, and especially money. But, I have a lot of ideas for it, and am very excited to hopefully see it through.
- Kaneki Ken: Oh my gosh, I got into Tokyo Ghoul, and I'm in love. I really want to cosplay Kaneki (I mean cmon, look at that badass mask) and seeming it's a simple cosplay, I might actually be able to do it - so I'm VERY excited about that. (note: I'm planning on cosplaying both waiter Kaneki, and ghoul Kaneki, but both are quite simple, so I should be fine.)
- Alois Trancy: I recently realised that I want to cosplay Alois as well as Ciel, but I can be sure that won't happen any time soon.
- Jinx (from LoL): So, although I don't yet play LoL (I know, shoosh.) a good friend of mine does, and we have been talking about cosplaying a few of the characters for quite a while now. A few months ago, she invited me to go to a gaming expo towards the end of this year, and with a love of games and hanging with my friends, how could I pass it up? (note: again still not confirmed, gosh parents are party poopers.). At first I wanted to cosplay Ashe (I was attracted by the bow and arrow, what can I say? I just love archery) and although I still would like to, I have recently fallen in love with Jinx, and decided that I must. However, the outfit is very.. um… small. And I'm not quite sure how comfortable I am with that, but I have until October or so to decide.
Seriously, there are so many other ideas in this head of mine right now, but those are just the main ones.
Art:
Art isn't going terribly well. Drawing with my tablet kind of stopped for a while and now it's getting a little difficult and frustrating getting used to it again. Oh and let's take a moment to mention how ridiculously hard I'm finding it to paint skin. Holy moly. Drawing by hand with pen on paper is still relatively fine, and I have done some sketches (and an actual - *cough* unfinished *cough* - painting.) that are quite nice and may make their way here. Maybe not though, I'm not completely sure yet.
Well that's really all I can think of updating you on, and If you actually just read through all of that by your own accord then I can congratulate you because God knows why you would want to read that bullshit.
Actually, speaking of bullshit, I changed my Tumblr URL: It's now b-ullshxt.tumblr.com, but I'll also put that at the end of my journals, as that's a thing I do now.
So yes, again if you read all that, congrats, and If there's any questions (there probably won't be, but why not drop this is here) feel free to leave a comment, and I shall hope to see/hear from you all soon.
Also: Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Valentines day and happy what ever other shit I missed - I hope you enjoyed yourselves.
Talk soon
- Jaz
STALK ME (dear god, not literally, but check me out):
Tumblr: b-ullshxt.tumblr.com
Instagram: b_ullshxt
Snapchat: mykeilamassacre
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A silly survey, Updates and Oz-Con
7 min read
Below 10 = Total Tomboy
Below 20 = Boyish
Below 30 = Not girly.
Above 30 = Girly.
Above 55 = Paris Hilton.
[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[x] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz (and MLP's but that's not important <.<)
[x]My favorite color is pink or purple. (I have a lot of fave colours but purple is right up there atm)
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[x] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate. (golly, I barely know anyone who doesn't)
TOTAL SO FAR: 4
[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. (not gonna lie… I'm a bit of a clothing hoarder)
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.
[/] I wear a shower cap. (only if i need or want to keep my hair dry)
TOTAL SO FAR: 7.5
[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[ ] Bathing suits are very cute (they are… but I don't necessarily mean on myself…)
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome.
[ ] i have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL SO FAR: 7.5
[/] I love to have other people do my hair. (depends who xD)
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. (hugs are fucking awesome, man)
[/] I hate bugs. (… I get scared v/ easily by a lot of bugs…)
[x] Carnivals are fun. (fuck yes they are)
[ ] Summer is THE best season. (lol fuck that)
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[/] Musicians are hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours. (…no. just… no.)
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] I'm self-conscious. (always have been. There's a longer explanation, not gonna get into that)
[ ] My room smells like vanilla. (nope, but I wish it did)
[ ] I don't do sports.
[ ] I HATE to run.
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack. (I'm guessing sultanas count, lol)
[x] I love romance novels. (not gonna try to deny it, although it wouldn't be my first choice in books)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[x] I dance randomly around the house.
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends. (I hate talking on the phone)
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself. (lol technically already have so…)
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day. (even if i were to say yes to this, it wouldn't be for fashion purposes and more because mY LIPS ARE THE DRIEST PIECES OF CRAP)
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar. (I actually had to look that up, I had no idea what that meant)
[ ] Horses are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable.
TOTAL SO FAR: 19
[x] I write my own music.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. (HA)
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate beards.
[ ] I love to read magazines.
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[x] My showers are 2 hours long. (According to my parents, anyway)
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's. (HAHAHAno)
FINAL SCORE: 21 I AM: Not Girly
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- QUICK UPDATE -
Well that was fun XD
Hope everyone is going fine.
No one probably gives a dimme-damn but I'm gonna give a quick update on my life atm
For one, I changed my hair (*cough* again *cough*)
Gone a little bit blonde now haha. To be completely honest though, I don't like it as much as I hoped I would and I think I'm starting to regret it… that or it's just a stage.
Anyhey,
Will be putting a photo (or a few lol) up once I finish writing this.
School has started back up again and goddamn I'm so busy. I seriously just lost a friend the other day cos I was unable to talk cos I had shit to do and he thought I was ignoring him :/
Yeah that was not exactly what I would call 'fun'.
But oh well I guess.
Other than that, school is still great. Currently working on stuff to do with Macbeth and god-Dimma-daaammmnnnn
First of all - what a great play
Second of all - writing appropriations is really hard <.< especially with like barely any inspiration.
Anyway, enough of that.
Haven't had a lot of time to write or draw recently because of the whole school thing, so that's kinda affecting a lot of stuff. I have a commission writing piece that I have been working on for weeks that only has like two pages, and now I have barely any time. I have a million ideas for artworks going through my head - and of course they only came once holidays ended -__-
Typical brain.
Also, am beginning preparations for OzCon Sydney 2014. Am going as the Fem!Joker and am super excited about it! If you find yourself there and wanna meet up, I might be putting up - when i know - which day I'm going etc, and pre-con photos and experiments of my cosplay will - of course - be put up, so you can come and find me, or if you see and recognise me, feel free to come up and say hey!
So yeah! - That's about it.
Will update more… sooner or later aha. Whenever I have time when I'm NOT working on all the other stuff.
Have a great day/night, thanks for reading and visiting my profile, have a great time and I hope you enjoy!
- Phoenix / Midori
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- FIND ME PLACES -
Tumblr - mykeilamassacre.tumblr.com
Instagram - mykeibunneh (instagram.com/mykeibunneh)
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- QUICK UPDATE -
Well that was fun XD
Hope everyone is going fine.
No one probably gives a dimme-damn but I'm gonna give a quick update on my life atm
For one, I changed my hair (*cough* again *cough*)
Gone a little bit blonde now haha. To be completely honest though, I don't like it as much as I hoped I would and I think I'm starting to regret it… that or it's just a stage.
Anyhey,
Will be putting a photo (or a few lol) up once I finish writing this.
School has started back up again and goddamn I'm so busy. I seriously just lost a friend the other day cos I was unable to talk cos I had shit to do and he thought I was ignoring him :/
Yeah that was not exactly what I would call 'fun'.
But oh well I guess.
Other than that, school is still great. Currently working on stuff to do with Macbeth and god-Dimma-daaammmnnnn
First of all - what a great play
Second of all - writing appropriations is really hard <.< especially with like barely any inspiration.
Anyway, enough of that.
Haven't had a lot of time to write or draw recently because of the whole school thing, so that's kinda affecting a lot of stuff. I have a commission writing piece that I have been working on for weeks that only has like two pages, and now I have barely any time. I have a million ideas for artworks going through my head - and of course they only came once holidays ended -__-
Typical brain.
Also, am beginning preparations for OzCon Sydney 2014. Am going as the Fem!Joker and am super excited about it! If you find yourself there and wanna meet up, I might be putting up - when i know - which day I'm going etc, and pre-con photos and experiments of my cosplay will - of course - be put up, so you can come and find me, or if you see and recognise me, feel free to come up and say hey!
So yeah! - That's about it.
Will update more… sooner or later aha. Whenever I have time when I'm NOT working on all the other stuff.
Have a great day/night, thanks for reading and visiting my profile, have a great time and I hope you enjoy!
- Phoenix / Midori
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- FIND ME PLACES -
Tumblr - mykeilamassacre.tumblr.com
Instagram - mykeibunneh (instagram.com/mykeibunneh)
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Blarghargh
1 min read
Hey guys
So I've been so so so sooo busy lately, especially with preparing to go into hospital at the end of this month and all that
so obviously because of this, along with homework and other business, I haven't all that much time to finish much work.
So I have decided to upload some WIP's, or just stuff I never got around to finishing, and maybe some finished ones that somehow got finished as well, aha.
Have fun checking them out and I'll be sure to (hopefully) check in soon.
Talk later x
So I've been so so so sooo busy lately, especially with preparing to go into hospital at the end of this month and all that
so obviously because of this, along with homework and other business, I haven't all that much time to finish much work.
So I have decided to upload some WIP's, or just stuff I never got around to finishing, and maybe some finished ones that somehow got finished as well, aha.
Have fun checking them out and I'll be sure to (hopefully) check in soon.
Talk later x
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
Sorry that I haven't really been posting guys… 
Tbh I have like, nothing at all to post… so uh…
Anyhey, I've started drawing more so hopefully I'll start posting more.
Idk why the hell i'm telling you this but ya know, good to know.
have a good day guys, 
Talk soon x
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I'm (somewhatsortamaybe) back
1 min read
hey people
hope all is well with you
uh
just randomly making a journal to tell you stuff for no apparent reason other than that i am bored and yeah c:
so uh
letting you guys know (eventhoughyouprobablydontgiveaflyingfuckanywaysbutthatsokei) im probably not going to be on that often. i dont really go on my computer that often anymore and deviantart is so hard to be on on my iPod (whichihaveunfortunatelybecomeaddictedto-_-) and im usually either slugging out or going out or at school or something so yeah.
just thought id let you know
idk why
probably so you dont think im dead or something
idk
anyway talk soon xx
love y'all
-Mykei xx
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